Trying to Plan
01-27-2005, 10:36 a.m.

Sorry for my rant of yesterday. I have been reading about it all this morning and instead of anger today all I feel is sadness. It's just so incredibly sad. They are showing pictures of this guy now and he looks so sad too, which makes me even sad for him. I still feel the way I did yesterday, but I guess that I can also feel a little compassion for whatever pushed him to go to the lengths he did. Life sucks sometimes.

On the sick front, I am starting to feel more and more better each day and if I can just get rid of these cold-like symptoms and this cough, I would be doing great. Still I am not complaining, I feel so much better than I did at this time a week ago, and that is a good thing. I am even starting to get some of my energy back now. I did make 2 cards the other night like I said I would. It was not easy, it's so hard to be creative when you are not feeling right, but I managed to get through it and made a couple of cards that turned out not half bad. I still have lots more to make, and plan on getting on that as soon as I can. I should have made a couple last night, but I watched the Wolves game instead (hehe). I did manage to find some time to play Sims though. We got June Sims 2 for Christmas and I've been wanting to play it, but even sitting at the computer has been too much, so it felt good to just sit there and play for a little while last night. Fun fun game, I can see my customary 2-3 week of game obsession coming up, lol. Nothing wrong with that.

Only a little more than 2 weeks before we leave for Vegas. Wow, that is coming right up. I so need to start planning. Speaking of planning, I don't know if we are going to the casino with my family this weekend or not, and that is frustrating. I wish someone would let me know one way or another so I can make other plans if we aren't. I didn't even leave the house last weekend, so it will be nice to get out and do something this weekend. Although, having nothing to do sometimes is really a treat too, hehe. Stephen wants to go to the movies, so I think we will do that on Sunday afternoon now. He wants to see a scary movie though, what's with that. Normally I have to beg him to go to the movies, but he has told me that he wants to see something coming out this weekend and then again something coming out next weekend, and they are both scary movies, eek. Not my first choice, but I guess I will just enjoy the time with him.... well with my eyes closed anyway.